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life keeps getting harder..and harder...
i need a break please..
but nobody said it would be easy.. they just promised it'd be worth it..
i really hope it's worth it.
</3
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[05 Aug 2007|12:33pm] |
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this has been one of the best vaca's ever.
i smoked dro with the deftones and countless other amazing musicians friday.. im still on cloud fucking 9.. talking music with chino.. WTFFFF
this week im having dinner at the rainbow room with cypress hill. hahahaha
i guess they eat there all the time cuz you can blaze in the restaurant. how convenient!! haha
picturing sitting next to b real passing a blunt is blowing my mind right now... SO STOKED!
i wanna rip up my return ticket to FL haha..
PEACE
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[08 May 2007|02:04am] |
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i never thought losing a pet could be so hard.

i love you sadie.
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[19 Dec 2006|05:08am] |
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and i never really know why... unless i feel completely compelled with happiness, or im extremely bummed out ha..
well i guess it's one of those nights...
i lost someone at work tonight, and i just can't seem to get past this one.. i went to school after and then hung out with tina and chris.. but no matter what, shit's always on my mind tonight....
maybe if i sleep i'll feel better tomorrow, but i just feel so empty.
i'm not down for the holidays this year..and i wish i was. i love christmas. and hanukkah is fun too but.. i don't know. i don't feel like i'm here.
ugh, i just want this feeling to go away..and be gone forever
</3
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[05 Sep 2006|12:06pm] |
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today is a new day.
you can never treat your life, like tomorrow will come.
because you don't know if it will, and not like alot of us think of it that way.. because we all make plans for days coming up, weeks, months, even years in advance.
but what about today?
act like it's your last, cuz you never know.. it just might be.
♥
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| EXTREMELY IMPORTANT. |
[10 Aug 2006|10:59am] |
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If any of you have been watching the news, you've heard about the elevated terror alerts going on globally right now..
any flights going to california (LA) Washington DC, or New York have been targeted as severe.
I'm flying to LA from Arizona today at 4 pm.
Just incase something does happen ( you never know ) i would really appreciate just some thoughts or prayers for ANYONE who is flying today that everything goes down okay.. it really is a scary situation.
thank you so much guys, i really appreciate it.
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[21 Jul 2006|09:02pm] |
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haha dating is so much fun : )
♥
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| My godson Logan |
[17 Jul 2006|10:14am] |
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isn't he beautiful? he's changed my life already in alot of different ways.. i can't wait to spoil the shit out of him ♥
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[28 May 2006|01:12pm] |
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i used to be love struck,
now im just fucked up.
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[25 May 2006|10:10am] |
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everything has been absolutely amazing so far this summer.. except for my gnarly cold..
in a few weeks, im getting tattooed.. im lookin for my apartment, and frequenting orlando often.
it's kind of weird that my ex boyfriend is moving into my sister's house.. but hey, i can get along if he can.. but the bitch stole my room! haha im just kidding...
can't wait to go to the bahamas at the end of the month.. it's going to be absolutely beautiful..
im talking to this guy james right now ( from stuart ) and things are going really well.. he's a big sweetheart and it might just work out between us..who knows...
it still hasn't hit me that im fully done with high school ha.
time to go apply to IRCC. wooo!
<3
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[09 Apr 2006|06:42pm] |
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i don't feel like i could ever be happy again after today.

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[08 Apr 2006|02:26pm] |
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new tattoo today.
pictures later <3
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[02 Apr 2006|07:47pm] |
Hemingways tonight? its just a show but i need to get out.
: (
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[02 Apr 2006|06:52am] |
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it's 6 50 in the am and i still haven't slept.
sitting on the side of us 1 with my cousin and then going to lawnwood with him making sure he's okay and not completely traumatized.
i saw the body. the guy was dead.
he was in the middle of the road, holding a bottle of liquor..
michael didn't see him, and he's dead.
it wasn't his fault. and he's not going to jail.
but the man is dead.
i needed to talk to one person who i thought would be able to calm my nerves or atleast be there for me in times like this.
i guess the ignore button on a cellphone is pretty damn useful.
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[23 Mar 2006|06:11pm] |
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i have to write my senior will over spring break.
alot of you will be in it, whether you read it or not.. just good memories and such..
a big part of it will be about brandon though, only good things...since he was a big part of my life throughout high school..
so yup.. running on 45 minutes of sleep and doing well.. ashley becca and i are going out to wreck some shit, lila i wish you were here..
rebar tonight, to see my boys and dance.. and to see charles.. : ) gah, he's so effin cute
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[22 Mar 2006|10:55am] |
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Kashmere in west palm tonight.. should be a fun time..
Charles really wants me to go.. we had an amazing talk last night, i helped him clean up the place a little bit then i went home around 2.. i got a kiss before i left though : )
hmm...im taking it all day by day.. today is the beach with joey and jason.. then work...
i love this care free feeling.. it's been to long since i've had it
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[20 Mar 2006|01:05am] |
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good friends are all you need
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